t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Friday, August 18, 2006
GOSH .
i freaking hate having a sick in the pit dumb UBER bad feeling bout stuffs .
though it wasn't half as bad as it was last night ..
where i forced myself to sleep only to wake up an astounding 7 times throughout the night .
but still .
loate it .
evanescence makes me feel so ..
angsty .
haha .
lols .
it just sucks to have this stinking feeling but not have a clue what its regarding .
sheesh .
it drives me crazy thinking and pondering bout it .
like seriously .
its a really really really bad one this time .
goodness .
i need my dosage of rooftops .
*mutters .
AND AH .
i didn't get starbucks in the end yesterday .
=(
but well .
haven't had the chance to ask mumsie if she wants to act as the mum .
and if she doesn't mind i guess i'll have to be the angsty big sister ?
LOL .
that i wouldn't mind .
cause i think i'm getting there .
MAHAHAHA .
=x
gahs i'm so digressing .
BUT AMY LEE !
^^
she kinda looked like she gained a lil weight round her cheeks .
heard that she had a difficult breakup .
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !
*blinks .
ah well .
i love her voice regardless of how much weight she's gained .
okay i make her sound like a buffallooooo . =X
but no .
i think its only her face .
she's still prettyyy !
in a ..
uh .
goth way .
hahaha . ((:
alright !
i shall not talk so much bout my bad bad bad feeling here .
seems kinda unappropriate hmm ?
lyrics time !
=D
Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late
Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late
So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine
So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind
oh what an angsty song !
but the vid for this song is ..
new !
doesn't really sound like them .
and the whole band is gone minus amy lee .
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .
ahhhhhhhhhh .
okay stop stop .
goodbye . ((:
;elysium.
8:17:00 AM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
